Ugggh I feel fat and bloated and cranky and I can’t focus on my work. tripodbaby posted her…boyfriend? Friend? Something?...’s WoW character armoury page and all I want to do is drool over his epic gear. Oh and I also want to visit onemanga.com, thanks a lot Tini (:B), but am afraid of getting teh Fired if work catches me reading comics. :X

My new goal is to get at least 3 hours of outside time during the weekend. Helping the Fields-feepits move on Saturday, I kept thinking how weird it was to be outside in full daylight, and how it felt good. I think I’m deprived of sunlight and fresh air and I also think that’s turning me into a cranky, dried up old twig of a human.

Tonight = workout & WoWage. Maybe exercise will make me feel less like a fat angry loaf. I am MALCONTENT today and I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT, so suck it, livejournal.

First things first: I saw some woman with the Micheal Jackson skin-disease thing going on all over her face. I'm bad and it took all my willpower not to stare at her.

Also. I overdrew my account for the first time. I now owe Wachovia $30 or something like that. Shit son. I better keep better track of my finances.

I've had this huge knot in my stomach all day. One of those tense, stress-related things.

I've been around people non-stop since Thursday, but everyone is gone right now. Even my roommates are gone. It's so nice. And quiet. And not full. Just empty. Sometimes emptiness is the nicest feeling of all, and I dont' mean that in an emo way. I'm not doing anything. I'm sitting here, listening to Staralfur by Sigur Ros, and it's the nicest feeling.

I know I'll be glad to be with everyone later on tonight. I just needed some alone time.

I wonder why crying is a knee-jerk reaction when you're hurting. It's such a weird thing to do.

Anyway. Evan didn't come down yesterday coz of the 'hurricane', which translates into 'i have better things to do, and don't feel like being bored down there'. It gives me time to get adjusted and unpacked, I guess; he probably would have just gotten in the way. I missed him, though.

Also. There are RED CHUNKS in my shower. Not from me, or Sarah, or Madaline. I found them while I was showering last night. Worst discovery ever.

Right now is extremely boring; it's raining so all there is to do is sit here, watch TV, go online, and fill out job applications. It's going to be hard to fill up almost 2 weeks with this. Plus I left my memory card up in NoVa, so no PS, which makes me a sad sorry feepit. Haha. I think it's funny how everyone (including myself) is SO EXCITED to get away from home, then the next day they are bored out of their faces.

All right. Time to scrub out bathtub chunks.